Sunday, May 3, 2009


May already!!

Holy Bonzo above us! Time sure does fly by! I guess alot has happened in the last little bit since I last wrote. I'm not with William anymore, that was kind of a waste of my time in all honesty. I don't think he's mature enough to have a relationship.

HOWEVER I am with Danny, which is basically what I wanted in the first place. He left the Dirka, and now he's all MINE! BUT speaking of Danny, I really need to talk to Veronica. Turns out she was talking shit about my relationship with Danny.. but I honestly think it's all out of jealousy. I'm the one that's actually had a boyfriend and she never has. And, to be totally honest, there are guys that are after me, and not her!! I really don't know how to talk to her about it, without starting a fight.

Danny and Kenny are coming to prom! Which is in 19 more days! My dress is amazing and I'm pretty sure it'll be the nicest one there! Sooo, hopefully I'm going to look great! :)

That's all I can pretty much think of for now. I'll definitely try to update more often!


Wednesday, March 11, 2009


Wow it's been a while since I last posted. Not a whole lot new.

I've been hanging around this guy alot, so I'm hoping this works out. I mean, at the present I can't really see any reason why it wouldn't.

My mom mated Trooper with Foxxy so we're hoping we get puppies out of this! I'm pretty excited, they're both black and white so the babies will look like little panda bears!

SOO ladies and gentlemen, it's finally here. My last opening gig. I don't think I'll cry, well thats my thought right now anyways. I'll probably cry tomorrow. I was watching the rhythm section show for The Show Must Go On, and I realized how much I love everyone in band so much and how much they made an impact on me. I have more self confidence, I'm more open, I'm more outgoing. I honestly don't know where I'd be without this band and crew. So my big plan is to go out tomorrow and giver Hell and have the time of my life!!

Tomorrow after the gig, Veronica, Colin, William, Robbie and Luke are coming over for MOVIE NIGHT! They're crashing here and I'm sure we're going to have crazy fun. Then, Friday's March Break! Finally, a week off. I'm exhuasted and need this sooo badly.


Sunday, March 1, 2009


HAPPY MARCH!! Which means 6 more months to go before I leave. Give or take obviously.

Not a whole lot's been going on around here. I got accepted to another college. Durham in Oshawa for Music Business and Management!

I went to the mall yesterday with Veronica, Kyle and Jeffie and seen like a billion people that we knew there. ANDYES I finally got my Taco Bell I've been craving for ages!

I got my prom dress on Thursday. It's so freaking gorgeous. It was $666.68 and it's gold coloured. It looks like Belle's from Beauty and the Beast kind of, and I don't even know what else to say about it. It's going to be a surprise for prom! And for once I can definitely admit that I'm going to look amazing in it! All I need now is a prom date. Any takers? aha, naah I'm sure I'll have one. Kyle said he'll take me if I don't have one by then.


Thursday, February 26, 2009


I haven't written in a few days, but there hasn't been much to write about.

Next week is my last week of rehearsals ever, so I'm not really looking forward to it, YET I'm looking forward to finally starting to gig. Monday and Tuesday we were on fire, and we got the wall on Tuesday first try. Yesterday, there were a couple of mistakes, but we were still pretty good, so we didn't get the wall, but I'm sure we will tonight.

Speaking of tonight, I'm going to town after band with my mom and Cody and we're going prom dress hunting. I'm dragging Cody along because he's a good friend, and a guy.. so I'll get a guys opinion and a friends opinion in one!

I also found out that 'The New Kid' Aaron lives really close to me, so we were both pretty excited over that. Now I have a walking buddy, and when I'm bored someone I can go chill with.

Pretty much right now I'm just killing time before I go to school. I didn't feel like going into period 1 and period 2 today, so Mom let me stay home.

I'm looking forward to this weekend because Saturday a bunch of us are going shopping for our gig outfits.. and I want a really badass one this year! You know, seeing as it is my last year. WHICH, the closer our first gig comes, the more I realize I'm never going to have this again.. I'll probably never have the same bond I have with these people I have right now. AND even though some of us don't really get along, I still couldn't picture my life without them.

Band in general has been the biggest part of my life for the past four years. It seems like it just started, and now I'll be leaving it in a couple of very short months. I can remember things that happened, but I can't tell you what year and what grade I was in, because everything just blends together. Everything that's happened to me in band since grade 9, seems like it happened in the course of a year or less.


Sunday, February 22, 2009


SO yeah, about Mike... not happening. He said he thought it was me he liked, but it's not and he's pretty sure it's Angele he likes.


Well, so last night was a good time. The only damper on the evening was when I seen Mike and Angele walk out of the theatre holding hands. And he told me today that he feels guilty, and he kind of likes her and kind of likes me, but he doesn't know what to do. SO now I don't know what to do. I don't wanna seem selfish and be like "I don't care, ME ME ME" but at the same time I don't wanna be a push over and be like "Well, thats okay go for her". So, now that puts me in an awkward position.

We're hanging out next weekend, and we always end up like a couple whenever we hang out, so I don't know if I wanna be like "Oh something came up sorry" or just pull a bitch move and still hang out with him and make a move. OHWOW, being a teenager definitely does suck!


~ later on

I win!! He asked me out. :)

Saturday, February 21, 2009


So, I did some serious thinking these last couple of nights, and I decided that Humber College isn't right for me. So assuming I don't get into Mohawk I'll be going to Canadore in North Bay. I think in the long run though, it'll be better for me.

Playathon went well. Except for the fact I have to dance with someone... who is definitely not someone you'd want to dance with. He doesn't. AND when he does it's just thrusts. He doesn't wear deodorant. SO you could imagine the fun I'm having with that.

Probably won't be writing tomorrow, so I can tell you what I'll be doing tonight. I'm going to see Friday the 13th with a few friends, and kind of keep an eye (from a distance of course) on my current interest.. which just so happens that I'm also his current interest and he's going on a "just for fun date" with a friend. BUT I can go to the same movie too right? AND no I'm not a psycho stalker, William like creamed himself at the idea of seeing Friday the 13th. I wouldn't lie.